I guess I'd rather hurt ; then feel nothing at all.

Let's be honest.

I don't know how much longer I can put up with this.




It's sadd...
When we aren't talking ; theres always another girl you can turn too.
When promises are broken ; and I'm left to second guess everything.
When you say she's not important ; but you still talk to her.
Friends before...your girlfriend.?




Am I overeacting.?
In my opinion....NO.

I don't know what to believe anymore.

Truth of the matter...I'm not your everything...?



And the worst part is ; I'm writting this on Christmas Eve. < | 3